together
to the next shelter. They lay restlessly and noisily among the dry leaves,
watching the patch of stars that was the opening toward the lagoon.
Sometimes a littlun cried out from the other shelters and once a bigun spoke
in the dark. Then they too fell asleep.
A sliver of moon rose over the horizon, hardly large enough to make a
path of light even when it sat right down on the water; but there were other
lights in the sky, that moved fast, winked, or went out, though not even a
faint popping came down from the battle fought at ten miles' neight. But a
sign came down from the world of grownups, though at the time there was no
child awake to read it. There was a sudden bright explosion and a corkscrew
trail across the sky; then darkness again and stars. There was a speck above
the island, a figure dropping swiftly beneath a parachute, a figure that
hung with dangling limbs. The changing winds of various altitudes took the
figure where they would. Then, three miles up, the wind steadied and bore it
in a descending curve round the sky and swept it in a great slant across the
reef and the lagoon toward the mountain. The figure fell and crumpled among
the blue flowers of the mountain-side, but now there was a gentle breeze at
this height too and the parachute flopped and banged and pulled. So the
figure, with feet that dragged behind it, slid up the mountain. Yard by
yard, puff by puff, the breeze hauled the figure through the blue flowers,
over the boulders and red stones, till it lay huddled among the shattered
rocks of the mountain-top. Here the breeze was fitful and allowed the
strings of the parachute to tangle and festoon; and the figure sat, its
helmeted head between its knees, held by a complication of lines. When the
breeze blew, the lines would strain taut and some accident of this pull
kited the bead and chest upright so that the figure seemed to peer across
the brow of the mountain. Then, each time me wind dropped, the lines would
slacken and the figure bow forward again, sinking its head between its
knees. So as the stars moved across the sky, the figure sat on the
mountain-top and bowed and sank and bowed again.
In the darkness of early morning there were noises by a rock a little
way down the side of the mountain. Two boys rolled out of a pile of
brushwood and dead leaves, two dim shadows talking sleepily to each other.
They were the twins, on duty at the fire. In theory one should have been
asleep and one on watch. But they could never manage to do things sensibly
if that meant acting independently, and since staying awake all night was
impossible, they had both gone to sleep. Now they approached the darker
smudge that had been the signal fire, yawning, rubbing their eyes, treading
with practiced feet When they readied it they stopped yawning, and one ran
quickly back for brushwood and leaves.
The other knelt down.
"I believe it's out."
He fiddled with the sticks that were pushed into his hands.
"No."
He lay down and put his lips close to the smudge and blew softly. His
face appeared, lit redly. He'stopped blowing for a moment.
"Sam-give us-"
"-tinder wood."
Eric bent down and blew softly again till the patch was bright Sam
poked the piece of tinder wood into the hot spot, then a branch. The glow
increased and the branch took fire. Sam piled on more branches.
"Don't burn the lot," said Eric, "you're putting on too much."
"Let's warm up."
"We'll only have to fetch more wood."
"I'm cold."
"So'm I."
"Besides, it's-"
"-dark. All right, then."
Eric squatted back and watched Sam make up the fire. He built a little
tent of dead wood and the fire was safety alight.
"That was near."
"He'd have been-"
"Waxy."
"Huh."
For a few moments the twins watched the fire in silence. Then Eric
sniggered.
"Wasn't he waxy?"
"About the-"
"Fire and the pig."
"Lucky he went for Jack, 'stead of us."
"Huh. Remember old Waxy at school?"
" 'Boy-you-are-driving-me-slowly-insane!'"
The twins shared their identical laughter, then remembered the darkness
and other things and glanced round uneasily. The flames, busy about the
tent, drew their eyes back again. Eric watched the scurrying woodlice that
were so frantically unable to avoid the flames, and thought of the first
fire-just down there, on the steeper side of the mountain, where now was
complete darkness. He did not tike to remember it, and looked away at the
mountain-top.
Warmth radiated now, and beat pleasantly on them. Sam amused himself by
fitting branches into the fire as closely as possible. Eric spread out his
hands, searching for the distance at which the heat was just bearable. Idly
looking beyond the fire, he resettled the scattered rocks from their fiat
shadows into daylight contours. Just there was the big rock, and the three
stones there, that split rock, and there beyond was a gap-just there-
"Sam."
"Huh?"
"Nothing."
The flames were mastering the branches, the bark was curling and
falling away, the wood exploding. The tent fell inwards and flung a wide
circle of light over the mountain-top.
"Sam-"
"Huh?"
"Sam! Sam!"
Sam looked at Eric irritably. The intensity of Eric's gaze made the
direction in which he looked terrible, for Sam had his back to it. He
scrambled round the fire, squatted by Eric, and looked to see. They became
motionless, gripped in each other's arms, four unwinking eyes aimed ana two
mouths open.
Far beneath them, the trees of the forest sighed, then roared. The hair
on their foreheads fluttered and flames blew out sideways from the fire.
Fifteen yards away from them came the plopping noise of fabric blown open.
Neither of the boys screamed but the grip of their arms tightened and
their mouths grew peaked. For perhaps ten seconds they crouched tike that
while the flailing fire sent smoke and sparks and waves of inconstant tight
over the top of the mountain.
Then as though they had but one terrified mind between them they
scrambled away over the rocks and fled.
Ralph was dreaming. He had fallen asleep after what seemed hours of
tossing and turning noisily among the dry leaves. Even the sounds of
nightmare from the other shelters no longer reached him, for he was back to
where he came from, feeding the ponies with sugar over the garden wall. Then
someone was shaking his arm, telling him that it was time for tea.
"Ralph! Wake up!"
The leaves were roaring tike the sea.
"Ralph, wake up!"
"What's the matter?"
"We saw-"
"-the beast-"
"-plain!"
"Who are you? The twins?"
"We saw the beast-"
"Quiet. Piggy!"
The leaves were roaring still. Piggy bumped into him and a twin grabbed
him as he made tor the oblong of paling stars.
"You can't go out-it's horrible!"
"Piggy-where are the spears?"
"I can hear the-"
"Quiet then. Lie still."
They lay there listening, at first with doubt but then with tenor to
the description the twins breathed at them between bouts of extreme silence.
Soon the darkness was full of daws, full of the awful unknown and menace. An
interminable dawn faded the stars out, and at last light, sad and grey,
filtered into the shelter. They began to stir though still tile world
outside the shelter was impossibly dangerous. The maze of the darkness
sorted into near and far, and at the high point of the sky the cloudlets
were warmed with color. A single sea bird flapped upwards with a hoarse cry
that was echoed presently, and something squawked in the forest Now streaks
of cloud near the horizon began to glow rosily, and the feathery tops of the
palms were green.
Ralph knelt in the entrance to the shelter and peered cautiously round
him.
"Sam `n Eric. Call them to an assembly. Quietly. Go on."
The twins, holding tremulously to each other, dared the few yards to
the next shelter and spread the dreadful news. Ralph stood up and walked for
the sake of dignity, though with his back pricking, to the platform. Piggy
and Simon followed him and the other boys came sneaking after.
Ralph took the conch from where it lay on the polished seat and held it
to his lips; but then he hesitated and did not blow. He held the shell up
instead and showed it to them and they understood.
The rays of the sun that were fanning upwards from below the horizon
swung downwards to eye-level Ralph looked for a moment at the growing slice
of gold that lit them from the right hand and seemed to make speech
possible. The circle of boys before him bristled with hunting spears.
He handed the conch to Eric, the nearest of the twins.
"We've seen the beast with our own eyes. No-we weren't asleep-"
Sam took up the story. By custom now one conch did for both twins, for
their substantial unity was recognized.
"It was furry. There was something moving behind its head-wings. The
beast moved too-"
"That was awful. It kind of sat up-"
"The fire was bright-"
"We'd just made it up-"
"-more sticks on-"
"There were eyes-"
"Teeth-"
"Claws-"
"We ran as fast as we could-"
"Bashed into things-"
The beast followed us-"
"I saw it slinking behind the trees-"
"Nearly touched me-"
Ralph pointed fearfully at Eric's face, which was striped with scars
where the bushes had torn him.
"How did you do that?"
Eric felt his face.
"I'm all rough. Am I bleeding?"
The circle of boys shrank away in horror. Johnny, yawning still, burst
into noisy tears and was slapped by Bill till he choked on them. The bright
morning was full of threats and the circle began to change. It faced out,
rather than in, and the spears of sharpened wood were like a fence. Jack
called them back to the center.
"This'll be a real hunt! Who'll come?"
Ralph moved impatiently.
"These spears are made of wood. Don't be silly."
Jack sneered at him.
"Frightened?"
" 'Course I'm frightened. Who wouldn't be?"
He turned to the twins, yearning but hopeless.
"I suppose you aren't pulling our legs?"
The reply was too emphatic for anyone to doubt them.
Piggy took the conch.
"Couldn't we-kind of-stay here? Maybe the beast won't come near us."
But for the sense of something watching them, Ralph would have shouted
at him.
"Stay here? And be cramped into this bit of the island, always on the
lookout? How should we get our food? And what about the fire?"
"Let's be moving," said Jack restlessly, "we're wasting time."
"No we're not. What about the littluns?" "Sucks to the littluns!''
"Someone's got to look after them."
"Nobody has so far."
"There was no need! Now there is. Piggy`ll look after them."
"That's right. Keep Piggy out of danger."
"Have some sense. What can Piggy do with only one eye?"
The rest of the boys were looking from Jack to Ralph, curiously.
"And another thing. You can't have an ordinary hunt because the beast
doesn't leave tracks. If it did you'd have seen them. For all we know, the
beast may swing through the trees like what's its name."
They nodded.
"So we've got to think."
Piggy took off his damaged glasses and cleaned the remaining lens.
"How about us, Ralph?"
"You haven't got the conch. Here."
"I mean-how about us? Suppose the beast comes when you're all away. I
can't see proper, and if I get scared-"
Jack broke in, contemptuously.
"You're always scared."
"I got the conch-"
"Conch! Conch!" shouted Jack. "We don't need the conch any more. We
know who ought to say things. What good did Simon do speaking, or Bill, or
Walter? It's time some people knew they've got to keep quiet and leave
deciding things to the rest of us."
Ralph could no longer ignore his speech. The blood was hot in his
cheeks.
"You haven't got the conch," he said. "Sit down."
Jack's face went so white that the freckles showed as clear, brown
flecks. He licked his lips and remained standing.
"This is a hunter's job."
The rest of the boys watched intently. Piggy, finding himself
uncomfortably embroiled, slid the conch to Ralph's knees and sat down. The
silence grew oppressive and Piggy held his breath.
"This is more than a hunter's job," said Ralph at last, "because you
can't track the beast And don't you want to be rescued?"
He turned to the assembly.
"Don't you all want to be rescued?"
He looked back at Jack.
"I said before, the fire is the main thing. Now the fire must be out-"
The old exasperation saved him and gave him the energy to attack.
"Hasn't anyone got any sense? We've got to relight that fire. You never
thought or that, Jack, did you? Or don't any of you want to be rescued?"
Yes, they wanted to be rescued, there was no doubt about that; and with
a violent swing to Ralph's side, the crisis passed. Piggy let out his breath
with a gasp, reached for it again and failed. He lay against a log, his
mouth gaping, blue shadows creeping round his lips. Nobody minded frim.
"Now think, Jack. Is there anywhere on the island you haven't been?"
Unwillingly Jack answered.
"There's only-but of course! You remember? The tail-end part, where the
rocks are all piled up. I've been near there. The rock makes a sort of
bridge. There's only one way up."
And the thing might live there."
All the assembly talked at once.
"Quite! All right That's where well look. If the beast isn't there
we'll go up the mountain and look; and light the fire."
"Let's go."
"We'll eat first. Then go." Ralph paused. "We'd better take spears."
After they had eaten, Ralph and the biguns set out along the beach.
They left Piggy propped up on the platform. This day promised, like the
others, to be a sunbath under a blue dome. The beach stretched away before
them in a gentle curve till perspective drew it into one with the forest;
for the day was not advanced enough to be obscured by the shifting veils of
mirage. Under Ralph's direction, they picked a careful way along the palm
terrace, rather than dare the hot sand down by the water. He let Jack lead
the way; and Jack trod with theatrical caution though they could have seen
an enemy twenty yards away. Ralph walked in the rear, thankful to have
escaped responsibility for a time.
Simon, walking in front of Ralph, felt a flicker of incredulity-a beast
with claws that scratched, that sat on a mountain-top, that left no tracks
and yet was not fast enough to catch Samneric. However Simon thought of the
beast, there rose before his inward sight the picture of a human at once
heroic and sick.
He sighed. Other people could stand up and speak to an assembly,
apparently, without that dreadful feeling of the pressure of personality;
could say what they would as though they were speaking to only one person.
He stepped aside and looked back. Ralph was coming along, holding his spear
over his shoulder. Diffidently, Simon allowed his pace to slacken until he
was walking side by side with Ralph and looking up at him through the coarse
black hair that now fell to his eyes. Ralph glanced sideways, smiled
constrainedly as though he had forgotten that Simon had made a fool of
himself, then looked away again at nothing. For a moment or two Simon was
happy to be accepted and then he ceased to think about himself. When he
bashed into a tree Ralph looked sideways impatiently and Robert sniggered.
Simon reeled and a white spot on his forehead turned red and trickled. Ralph
dismissed Simon and returned to his personal hell They would reach the
castle some time; and the chief would have to go forward.
Jack came trotting back.
"We're in sight now."
"All right. We'll get as close as we can."
He followed Jack toward the castle where the ground rose slightly. On
their left was at. impenetrable tangle of creepers and trees.
"Why couldn't there be something in that?"
"Because you can see. Nothing goes in or out."
"What about the castle then?"
"Look."
Ralph parted the screen of grass and looked out. There were only a few
more yards of stony ground and then the two sides of the island came almost
together so that one expected a peak of headland. But instead of this a
narrow ledge of rock, a few yards wide and perhaps fifteen long, continued
the island out into the sea. There lay another of those pieces of pink
squareness that underlay the structure of the island. This side of the
castle, perhaps a hundred feet high, was the pink bastion they had seen from
the mountain-top. The rock of the cliff was split and the top littered with
great lumps that seemed to totter.
Behind Ralph the tall grass had filled with silent hunters. Ralph
looked at Jack.
"You're a hunter."
Jack went red.
"I know. All right. Something deep in Ralph spoke for him."
"I'm chief. I'll go. Don t argue."
He turned to the others.
"You. Hide here. Wait for me."
He found his voice tended either to disappear or to come out too loud.
He looked at Jack.
"Do you-think?"
Jack muttered. I've been all over. It must be here."
"I see."
Simon mumbled confusedly: "I don't believe in the beast."
Ralph answered him politely, as if agreeing about the weather.
"No. 1 suppose not."
His mouth was tight and pale. He put back his hair very slowly.
"Well. So long."
He forced his feet to move until they had carried him out on to the
neck of land.
He was surrounded on all sides by chasms of empty air. There was
nowhere to hide, even if one did not nave to go on. He paused on the narrow
neck and looked down. Soon, in a matter of centuries, the sea would make an
island of the castle. On the right hand was the lagoon, troubled by the open
sea; and on the left-
Ralph shuddered. The lagoon had protected them from the Pacific: and
for some reason only Jack had gone right down to the water on the other
side. Now he saw the landsman's view of the swell and it seemed like the
breathing of some stupendous creature. Slowly the waters sank among the
rocks, revealing pink tables of granite, strange growths of coral, polyp,
and weed. Down, down, the waters went, whispering like the wind among the
heads of the forest. There was one flat rock there, spread like a table, and
the waters sucking down on the four weedy sides made them seem like cliffs.
Then the sleeping leviathan breathed out, the waters rose, the weed
streamed, and the water boiled over the table rock with a roar. There was no
sense of the passage of waves; only this minute-long fall and rise and fall.
Ralph turned away to the red cliff. They were waiting behind him in the
long grass, waiting to see what he would do. He noticed that the sweat in
his palm was cool now; realized with surprise that he did not really expect
to meet any beast and didn't know what he would do about it if he did.
He saw that he could climb the cliff but this was not necessary. The
squareness of the rock allowed a sort of plinth round it, so mat to the
right, over the lagoon, one could inch along a ledge and turn the corner out
of sight. It was easy going, and soon he was peering round the rock.
Nothing but what you might expect: pink, tumbled boulders with guano
layered on them like icing; and a steep slope up to the shattered rocks that
crowned the bastion.
A sound behind him made him turn. Jack was edging along the ledge.
Couldn't let you do it on your own."
Ralph said nothing. He led the way over the rocks, inspected a sort of
half-cave that held nothing more terrible than a clutch of rotten eggs, and
at last sat down, looking round him and tapping the rock with the butt of
his spear.
Jack was excited.
"What a place for a fort!"
A column of spray wetted them.
"No fresh water."
"What's that then?"
There was indeed a long green smudge half-way up the rock. They climbed
up and tasted the trickle of water.
"You could keep a coconut shell there, filling all the time."
"Not me. This is a rotten place."
Side by side they scaled the last height to where the diminishing pile
was crowned by the last broken rock. Jack struck the near one with his fist
and it grated slightly.
"Do you remember-?"
Consciousness of the bad times in between came to them both. Jack
talked quickly.
"Shove a palm trunk under that and if an enemy came -look!"
A hundred feet below them was the narrow causeway, then the stony
ground, then the grass dotted with heads, and behind that the forest.
"One heave," cried Jack, exulting, "and-wheee-!"
He made a sweeping movement with his hand. Ralph looked toward the
mountain.
"What's the matter?"
Ralph turned.
"Why?"
"You were looking-I don't know why."
"There's no signal now. Nothing to show."
"You're nuts on the signal."
The taut blue horizon encircled them, broken only by the mountain-top.
"That's all we've got"
He leaned his spear against the rocking stone and pushed back two
handfuls of hair.
"We'll have to go back and climb the mountain. That's where they saw
the beast."
"The beast won't be there."
"What else can we do?"
The others, waiting in the grass, saw Jack and Ralph unharmed and broke
cover into the sunlight. They forgot the beast in the excitement of
exploration. They swarmed across the bridge and soon were climbing and
shouting. Ralph stood now, one hand against an enormous red block, a block
large as a mill wheel that had been split off and hung, tottering. Somberly
he watched the mountain. He clenched his fist and beat hammer-wise on the
red wall at his right His lips were tightly compressed and his eyes yearned
beneath the fringe of hair.
"Smoke."
He sucked his bruised fist.
"Jack! Come on."
But Jack was not there. A knot of boys, making a great noise that he
had not noticed, were heaving and pushing at a rock. As he turned, the base
cracked and the whole mass toppled into the sea so that, a thunderous plume
of spray leapt half-way up the cliff.
"Stop it! Stop it!"
His voice struck a silence among them.
"Smoke."
A strange thing happened in his head. Something flittered there in
front of his mind like a bat's wing, obscuring his idea.
"Smoke."
At once the ideas were back, and the anger.
"We want smoke. And you go wasting your time. You roll rocks."
Roger shouted.
"We've got plenty of time!"
Ralph shook his head.
"We'll go to-the mountain."
The clamor broke out. Some of the boys wanted to go back to the beach.
Some wanted to roll more rocks. The sun was bright and danger had faded with
the darkness.
"Jack. The beast might be on the other side. You can lead again. You've
been."
"We could go by the shore. There's fruit."
Bill came up to Ralph.
"Why can't we stay here for a bit?"
"That's right."
"Let's have a fort."
"There's no food here," said Ralph, "and no shelter. Not much fresh
water."
"This would make a wizard fort"
"We can roll rocks-"
"Right onto the bridge-"
"I say we'll go on!" shouted Ralph furiously. "We've got to make
certain. We'll go now."
"Let's stay here-"
"Back to the shelter-"
"I'm tired-"
"No!"
Ralph struck the skin off his knuckles. They did not seem to hurt.
"I'm chief. We've got to make certain. Can't you see the mountain?
There's no signal showing. There may be a ship out there. Are you all off
your rockers?"
Mutinously, the boys fell silent or muttering.
Jack led the way down the rock and across the bridge.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Shadows and Tall Trees
The pig-run kept close to the jumble of rocks that lay down by the
water on the other side and Ralph was content to follow Jack along it. If
you could shut your ears to the slow suck down of the sea and boil of the
return, if you could forget how dun and unvisited were the ferny coverts on
either side, then there was a chance that you might put the beast out of
mind and dream for a while. The sun had swung over the vertical and the
afternoon heat was closing in on the island. Ralph passed a message forward
to Jack and when they next came to fruit the whole party stopped and ate.
Sitting, Ralph was aware of the heat for the first time that day. He
pulled distastefully at his grey shirt and wondered whether he might
undertake the adventure of washing it. Sitting under what seemed an unusual
heat, even for this island, Ralph planned his toilet. He would like to have
a pair of scissors and cut this hair-he flung the mass back-cut this filthy
hair right back to half an inch. He would like to have a bath, a proper
wallow with soap. He passed his tongue experimentally over his teeth and
decided that a toothbrush would come in handy too. Then there were his
nails-
Ralph turned his hand over and examined them. They were bitten down to
the quick though he could not remember when he had restarted this habit nor
any time when he indulged it.
"Be sucking my thumb next-"
He looked round, furtively. Apparently no one had heard. The hunters
sat, stuffing themselves with this easy meal, trying to convince themselves
that they got sufficient kick out of bananas and that other olive-grey,
jelly-like fruit With the memory of his sometime clean self as a standard,
Ralph looked them over. They were dirty, not with the spectacular dirt of
boys who have fallen into mud or been brought down hard on a rainy day. Not
one of them was an obvious subject for a shower, and yet-hair, much too
long, tangled here and there, knotted round a dead leaf or a twig; faces
cleaned fairly well by the process of eating and sweating but marked in the
less accessible angles with a kind of shadow; clothes, worn away, stiff like
his own with sweat, put on, not for decorum or comfort but out of custom;
the skin of the body, scurfy with brine-
He discovered with a little fall of the heart that these were the
conditions he took as normal now and that he did not mind. He sighed and
pushed away the stalk from which he had stripped the fruit. Already the
hunters were stealing away to do their business in the woods or down by the
rocks. He turned and looked out to sea.
Here, on the other side of the island, the view was utterly different.
The filmy enchantments of mirage could not endure the cold ocean water and
the horizon was hard, clipped blue. Ralph wandered down to the rocks. Down
here, almost on a level with the sea, you could follow with your eye the
ceaseless, bulging passage of the deep sea waves. They were miles wide,
apparently not breakers or the banked ridges of shallow water. They traveled
the length of the island with an air of disregarding it and being set on
other business; they were less a progress than a momentous rise and fall or
the whole ocean. Now the sea would suck down, making cascades and waterfalls
of retreating water, would sink past the rocks and plaster down the seaweed
like shining hair: then, pausing, gather and rise with a roar, irresistibly
swelling over point and outcrop, climbing the little cliff, sending at last
an arm of surf up a gully to end a yard or so from him in fingers of spray.
Wave after wave, Ralph followed the rise and fall until something of
the remoteness of the sea numbed his brain. Then gradually the almost
infinite size of this water forced itself on his attention. This was the
divider, the barrier. On the other side of the island, swathed at midday
with mirage, defended by the shield of the quiet lagoon, one might dream of
rescue; but here, faced by the brute obtuseness of the ocean, the miles of
division, one was clamped down, one was helpless, one was condemned, one
was-
Simon was speaking almost in his ear. Ralph found that he had rock
painfully gripped in both hands, found his body arched, the muscles of his
neck stiff, his mouth strained open.
"You'll get back to where you came from."
Simon nodded as he spoke. He was kneeling on one knee, looking down
from a higher rock which he held with both hands; his other leg stretched
down to Ralph's level.
Ralph was puzzled and searched Simon's face for a clue.
"It's so big, I mean-"
Simon nodded.
"All the same. You'll get back all right. I think so, anyway."
Some of the strain had gone from Ralph's body. He glanced at the sea
and then smiled bitterly at Simon.
"Got a ship in your pocket?"
Simon grinned and shook his head.
"How do you know, then?"
When Simon was still silent Ralph said curtly, "You're batty."
Simon shook his head violently till the coarse black hair flew
backwards and forwards across his face.
"No, I'm not. I just think you'll get back all right."
For a moment nothing more was said. And then they suddenly smiled at
each other.
Roger called from the coverts.
"Come and see!"
The ground was turned over near the pig-run and there were droppings
that steamed. Jack bent down to them as though he loved them.
"Ralph-we need meat even if we are hunting the other thing."
"If you mean going the right way, well hunt."
They set off again, the hunters bunched a little by fear of the
mentioned beast, while Jack quested ahead. They went more slowly than Ralph
had bargained for; yet in a way he was glad to loiter, cradling his spear.
Jack came up against some emergency of his craft and soon the procession
stopped. Ralph leaned against a tree and at once the daydreams came swarming
up. Jack was in charge of the mint and there would be time to get to the
mountain-
Once, following his father from Chatham to Devonport, they had lived in
a cottage on the edge of the moors. In the succession of houses that Ralph
had known, this one stood out with particular clarity because after that
house he had been sent away to school. Mummy had still been with them and
Daddy had come home every day. Wild ponies came to the stone wall at the
bottom of the garden, and it had snowed. Just behind the cottage there was a
sort of shed and you could lie up there, watching the flakes swirl past You
could see the damp spot where each flake died, then you could mark the first
flake that lay down without melting and watch the whole ground turn white.
You could go indoors when you were cold and look out of the window, past
that bright copper kettle and the plate with the little blue men.
When you went to bed there was a bowl of cornflakes with sugar and
cream. And the books-they stood on the shelf by the bed, leaning together
with always two or three laid flat on top because he had not bothered to put
them back properly. They were dog-eared and scratched. There was the bright,
shining one about Topsy and Mopsy that he never read because it was about
two girls; there was the one about the magician which you read with a kind
of tied-down terror, skipping page twenty-seven with the awful picture of
the spider; there was a book about people who had dug things up, Egyptian
things; there was The Boy's Book of Trains, The Boy's Book of Ships. Vividly
they came before him; he could have reached up and touched them, could feel
the weight and slow slide with which The Mammoth Book for Boys would come
out and slither down. . . . Everything was all right; everything was
good-humored and friendly.
The bushes crashed ahead of them. Boys flung themselves wildly from the
pig track and scrabbled in the creepers, screaming. Ralph saw Jack nudged
aside and fall. Then there was a creature bounding along the pig track
toward him, with tusks gleaming and an intimidating grunt. Ralph found he
was able to measure the distance coldly and take aim. With the boar only
five yards away, he flung the foolish wooden stick that he carried, saw it
hit the great snout and hang there for a moment. The boar's note changed to
a squeal and it swerved aside into the covert. The pig-run filled with
shouting boys again, Jack came running back, and poked about in the
undergrowth.
Through here-"
"But he'd do us!"
"Through here, I said-"
The boar was floundering away from them. They found another pig-run
parallel to the first and Jack raced away. Ralph was lull of night and
apprehension and pride.
"I hit him! The spear stuck in-"
Now they came, unexpectedly, to an open space by the sea. Jack cast
about on the bare rock and looked anxious.
"He's gone."
"I hit him," said Ralph again, "and the spear stuck in a bit."
He felt the need of witnesses.
"Didn't you see me?"
Maurice nodded.
"I saw you. Right bang on his snout- Wheee!"
Ralph talked on, excitedly.
"I hit him all right The spear stuck in. I wounded him!"
He sunned himself in their new respect and felt that hunting was good
after all.
"I walloped him properly. That was the beast, I think!" Jack came back.
"That wasn't the beast That was a boar."
"I bit him."
"Why didn't you grab him? I tried-"
Ralph's voice ran up.
"But a boar!"
Jack flushed suddenly.
"You said he'd do us. What did you want to throw for? Why didn't you
wait?"
He held out his arm.
"Look."
He turned his left forearm for them all to see. On the outside was a
rip; not much, but bloody. . "He did mat with his tusks. I couldn't get my
spear down in time."
Attention focused on Jack.
"That's a wound," said Simon, "and you ought to suck it Like
Berengaria."
Jack sucked.
"I hit him," said Ralph indignantly. "I bit him with my spear, I
wounded him."
He tried for their attention.
"He was coming along the path. I threw, like this-"
Robert snarled at him. Ralph entered into the play and everybody
laughed. Presently they were all jabbing at Robert who made mock rushes.
Jack shouted.
"Make a ring!"
The circle moved in and round. Robert squealed in mock terror, then in
real pain.
"Ow! Stop it! You're hurting!"
The butt end of a spear fell on his back as he blundered among them.
"Hold him!"
They got his arms and legs. Ralph, carried away by a sudden thick
excitement, grabbed Eric's spear and jabbed at Robert with it.
"Kill him! Kill him!"
All at once, Robert was screaming and struggling with the strength of
frenzy. Jack had him by the hair and was brandishing his knife. Behind him
was Roger, fighting to get close. The chant rose ritually, as at the last
moment of a dance or a hunt.
"Kill the pig! Cut his throat! Kill the pig! Bash him in!"
Ralph too was fighting to get near, to get a handful of that brown,
vulnerable flesh. The desire to squeeze and hurt was over-mastering.
Jack's arm came down; the heaving circle cheered and made pig-dying
noises. Then they lay quiet, panting, listening to Robert's frightened
snivels. He wiped his face with a dirty arm, and made an effort to retrieve
his status.
"Oh, my bum!"
He rubbed his rump ruefully. Jack rolled over.
"That was a good game."
"Just a game," said Ralph uneasily. "I got jolly badly hurt at rugger
once."
"We ought to have a drum," said Maurice, "then we could do it
properly."
Ralph looked at him.
"How properly?"
"I dunno. You want a fire, I think, and a drum, and you keep time to
the drum."
"You want a pig," said Roger, "Like in a real hunt."
"Or someone to pretend," said Jack. "You could get someone to dress up
as a pig and then he could act-you know, pretend to knock me over and all
that."
"You want a real pig," said Robert, still caressing his rump, "because
you've got to kill him."
"Use a littlun," said Jack, and everybody laughed.
Ralph sat up.
"Well. We shan't find what we're looking for at this rate."
One by one they stood up, twitching rags into place.
Ralph looked at Jack.
"Now for the mountain."
"Shouldn't we go back to Piggy," said Maurice, "before dark?"
The twins nodded like one boy.
"Yes, that's right. Let's go up there in the morning."
Ralph looked out and saw the sea.
"We've got to start the fire again."
"You haven't got Piggy's specs," said Jack, "so you can't."
"Then we'll find out if the mountain's clear."
Maurice spoke, hesitating, not wanting to seem a funk.
"Supposing the beast's up there?"
Jack brandished his spear.
"We`1l kill it."
The sun seemed a little cooler. He slashed with the spear.
"What are we waiting for?"
"I suppose," said Ralph, "if we keep on by the sea this way, well come
out below the burnt bit and then we can climb the mountain."
Once more Jack led them along by the suck and heave of the blinding
sea.
Once more Ralph dreamed, letting his skillful feet deal with the
difficulties of the path. Yet here his feet seemed less skillful than
before. For most of the way they were forced right down to the bare rock by
the water and had to edge along between that and the dark luxuriance of the
forest There were little cliffs to be scaled, some to be used as paths,
lengthy traverses where one used hands as well as feet. Here and there they
could clamber over wave-wet rock, leaping across clear pools that the tide
had left. They came to a gully that split the narrow foreshore like a
defense. This seemed to have no bottom and they peered awe-stricken into the
gloomy crack where water gurgled. Then the wave came back, the gully boiled
before them and spray dashed up to the very creeper so that the boys were
wet and shrieking. They tried the forest but ft was thick and woven like a
bird's nest In the end they had to jump one by one, waiting till the water
sank; and even so, some of them got a second drenching. After that the rocks
seemed to be growing impassable so they sat for a time, letting their rags
dry and watching the clipped outlines of the rollers that moved so slowly
past the island. They found fruit in a haunt of bright little birds that
hovered like insects. Then Ralph said they were going too slowly. He himself
climbed a tree and parted the canopy, and saw the square head of the
mountain seeming still a great way off. Then they tried to hurry along the
rocks and Robert cut his knee quite badly and they had to recognize that
this path must be taken slowly if they were to be safe. So they proceeded
after that as if they were climbing a dangerous mountain, until the rocks
became an uncompromising cliff, overhung with impossible jungle and falling
sheer into the sea.
Ralph looked at the sun critically.
"Early evening. After tea-time, at any rate."
"I don't remember this cliff," said Jack, crestfallen, "so this must be
the bit of the coast I missed."
Ralph nodded.
"Let me think."
By now, Ralph had no self-consciousness in public thinking but would
treat the day's decisions as though he were playing chess. The only trouble
was that he would never be a very good chess player. He thought of the
littluns and Piggy. Vividly he imagined Piggy by himself, huddled in a
shelter that was silent except for the sounds of nightmare.
"We can't leave the littluns alone with Piggy. Not all night."
The other boys said nothing but stood round, watching him.
"If we went back we should take hours."
Jack cleared his throat and spoke in a queer, tight voice.
"We mustn't let anything happen to Piggy, must we?"
Ralph tapped his teeth with the dirty point of Eric's spear.
"If we go across-"
He glanced round him.
"Someone's got to go across the island and tell Piggy we'll be back
after dark."
Bill spoke, unbelieving.
"Through the forest by himself? Now?"
"We can't spare more than one."
Simon pushed his way to Ralph's elbow.
"I'll go if you like. I don't mind, honestly."
Before Ralph had time to reply, he smiled quickly, turned and climbed
into the forest
Ralph looked back at Jack, seeing him, infuriatingly, for the first
time.
"Jack-that time you went the whole way to the castle rock."
Jack glowered.
"Yes?"
"You came alone part of this shore-below the mountain, beyond there."
"Yes."
"And then?"
"I found a pig-run. It went for miles."
"So the pig-run must be somewhere in there."
Ralph nodded. He pointed at the forest
Everybody agreed, sagely.
"All right then. We'll smash a way through till we find the pig-run."
He took a step and halted.
"Wait a minute though! Where does the pig-run go to?"
"The mountain," said Jack, "I told you. He sneered. "Don't you want to
go to the mountain?"
Ralph sighed, sensing the rising antagonism, understanding that this
was how Jack felt as soon as he ceased to lead.
"I was thinking of the light. We'll be stumbling about."
"We were going to look for the beast."
"There won't be enough light."
"I don't mind going, said Jack hotly. "Ill go when we get there. Won't
you? Would you rather go back to the shelters and tell Piggy?"
Now it was Ralph's turn to flush but he spoke despairingly, out of the
new understanding that Piggy had given him.
"Why do you hate me?"
The boys stirred uneasily, as though something indecent had been said.
The silence lengthened.
Ralph, still hot and hurt, turned away first.
"Come on."
He led the way and set himself as by right to hack at the tangles. Jack
brought up the rear, displaced and brooding.
The pig-track was a dark tunnel, for the sun was sliding quickly toward
the edge of the world and in the forest shadows were never-far to seek. The
track was broad and beaten and they ran along at a swift trot, Then the roof
of leaves broke up and they halted, breathing quickly, looking at the few
stars that pricked round the head of the mountain.
"There you are."
The boys peered at each other doubtfully. Ralph made a decision.
"We'll go straight across to the platform and climb tomorrow."
They murmured agreement; but Jack was standing by his shoulder.
"If you're frightened of course-"
Ralph turned on him.
"Who went first on the castle rock?"
"I went too. And that was daylight."
"All right. Who wants to climb the mountain now?"
Silence was the only answer.
"Samneric? What about you?"
"We ought to go an' tell Piggy-"
"-yes, tell Piggy that-"
"But Simon went!"
"We ought to tell Piggy-in case-"
"Robert? Bill?"
They were going straight back to the platform now. Not, of course, that
they were afraid-but tired.
Ralph turned back to Jack.
"You see?"
"I'm going up the mountain." The words came from Jack viciously, as
though they were a curse. He looked at Ralph, his thin body tensed, his
spear held as if he threatened him.
"I'm going up the mountain to look for the beast-now." Then the supreme
sting, the casual, bitter, word. "Coming?"
At that word the other boys forgot their urge to be gone and turned
back to sample this fresh rub of two spirits in the dark. The word was too
good, too bitter, too successfully daunting to be repeated. It took Ralph at
low water when his nerve was relaxed for the return to the shelter and the
still, friendly waters of the lagoon.
"I don't mind."
Astonished, he heard his voice come out, cool and casual, so that the
bitterness of Jack's taunt fell powerless.
"If you don't mind, of course."
"Oh, not at all."
Jack took a step.
"Well then-"
Side by side, watched by silent boys, the two started up the mountain.
Ralph stopped.
"We're silly. Why should only two go? If we find anything, two won't be
enough."
There came the sound of boys scuttling away. Astonishingly, a dark
figure moved against the tide.
"Roger?"
"Yes."
"That's three, then."
Once more they set out to climb the slope of the mountain. The darkness
seemed to flow round them like a tide. Jack, who had said nothing, began to
choke and cough, and a gust of wind set all three spluttering. Ralph's eyes
were blinded with tears.
"Ashes. We're on the edge of the burnt patch."
Their footsteps and the occasional breeze were stirring up small devils
of dust. Now that they stopped again, Ralph had time while he coughed to
remember how silly they were. If there was no beast-and almost certainly
there was no beast-in tiiat case, well and good; but if there was something
waiting on top of the mountain-what was the use of three of them,
handicapped by the darkness and carrying only sticks?
"We're being fools."
Out of the darkness came the answer.
"Windy?"
Irritably Ralph shook himself. This was all Jack's fault
" 'Course I am. But we're still being fools."
"If you don't want to go on," said the voice sarcastically,
Ralph heard the mockery and hated Jack. The sting of ashes in his eyes,
tiredness, fear, enraged him. "Go on then! We'll wait here." There was
silence.
"Why don't you go? Are you frightened?"
A stain in the darkness, a stain that was Jack, detached itself and
began to draw away. "All right. So long."
The stain vanished. Another took its place.
Ralph felt his knee against something hard and rocked a charred trunk
that was edgy to the touch. He felt the sharp cinders that had been bark
push against the back of his knee and knew that Roger had sat down. He felt
with his hands and lowered himself beside Roger, while the trunk rocked
among invisible ashes. Roger, uncommunicative by nature, said nothing. He
offered no opinion on the beast nor told Ralph why he had chosen to come on
this mad expedition. He simply sat and rocked the trunk gently. Ralph
noticed a rapid and infuriating tapping noise and realized that Roger was
banging his silly wooden stick against something.
So they sat, the rocking, tapping, impervious Roger and Ralph, fuming;
round them the close sky was loaded with stars, save where the mountain
punched up a hole of blackness.
There was a slithering noise high above them, the sound of someone
taking giant and dangerous strides on rock or ash. Then Jack found them, and
was shivering and croaking in a voice they could just recognize as his.
"I saw a thing on top."
They heard him blunder against the trunk which rocked violently. He lay
silent for a moment, then muttered.
"Keep a good lookout. It may be following."
A shower of ash pattered round them. Jack sat up.
"I saw a thing bulge on the mountain."
"You only imagined it," said Ralph shakily, "because nothing would
bulge. Not any sort of creature."
Roger spoke; they jumped, for they had forgotten him.
"A frog."
Jack giggled and shuddered.
"Some frog. There was a noise too. A kind of 'plop' noise. Then the
thing bulged."
Ralph surprised himself, not so much by the quality of his voice, which
was even, but by the bravado of its intention.
"We'll go and look."
For the first time since he had first known Jack, Ralph could feel him
hesitate.
"Now-?"
His voice spoke for him.
"Of course."
He got off the trunk and led the way across the clinking cinders up
into the dark, and the others followed.
Now that his physical voice was silent the inner voice of reason, and
other voices too, made themselves heard. Piggy was calling him a kid.
Another voice told him not to be a fool; and the darkness and desperate
enterprise gave the night a kind of dentist's chair unreality.
As they came to the last slope, Jack and Roger drew near, changed from
the ink-stains to distinguishable figures. By common consent they stopped
and crouched together. Behind them, on the horizon, was a patch of lighter
sky where in a moment the moon would rise. The wind roared once in the
forest and pushed their rags against them.
Ralph stirred.
"Come on."
They crept forward, Roger lagging a little. Jack and Ralph turned the
shoulder of the mountain together. The glittering lengths of the lagoon lay
below them and beyond that a long white smudge that was the reef. Roger
joined them.
Jack whispered.
"Let's creep forward on hands and knees. Maybe it's asleep."
Roger and Ralph moved on, this time leaving Jack in the rear, for all
his brave words. They came to the fiat top where the rock was hard to hands
and knees. A creature that bulged.
Ralph put his hand in the cold, soft ashes of the fire and smothered a
cry. His hand and shoulder were twitching from the unlooked-for contact.
Green lights of nausea appeared for a moment and ate into the darkness.
Roger lay behind him and Jack's mouth was at his ear.
"Over there, where there used to be a gap in the rock. A sort of
hump-see?"
Ashes blew into Ralph's face from the dead fire. He could not see the
gap or anything else, because the green lights were opening again and
growing, and the top of the mountain was sliding sideways.
Once more, from a distance, he heard Jack's whisper.
"Scared?"
Not scared so much as paralyzed; hung up here immovable on the top of a
diminishing, moving mountain. Jack slid away from him, Roger bumped, fumbled
with a hiss of breath, and passed onwards. He heard them whispering.
"Can you see anything?"
"There-"
In front of them, only three or four yards away, was a rock-like hump
where no rock should be. Ralph could hear a tiny chattering noise coming
from somewhere-perhaps from his own mouth. He bound himself together with
his will, fused his fear and loathing into a hatred, and stood up. He took
two leaden steps forward.
Behind them the sliver of moon had drawn dear of the horizon. Before
them, something like a great ape was sitting asleep with its head between
its knees. Then the wind roared in the forest, there was confusion in the
darkness and the creature lifted its head, holding toward them the ruin of a
face.
Ralph found himself taking giant strides among the ashes, heard other
creatures crying out and leaping and dared the impossible on the dark slope;
presently the mountain was deserted, save for the three abandoned sticks and
the thing that bowed.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Gift for the Darkness
Piggy looked up miserably from the dawn-pale beach to the dark
mountain. "Are you sure? Really sure, I mean?"
"I told you a dozen times now," said Ralph, "we saw it."
"D'you think we're safe down here?"
"How the hell should I know?"
Ralph jerked away from him and walked a few paces along the beach. Jack
was kneeling and drawing a circular pattern in the sand with his forefinger.
Piggy's voice came to them, hushed.
"Are you sure? Really?"
"Go up and see," said Jack contemptuously, "and good riddance."
"No fear."
"The beast had teeth," said Ralph, "and big black eyes."
He shuddered violently. Piggy took off his one round of glass and
polished the surface.
"What we going to do?"
Ralph turned toward the platform. The conch glimmered among the trees,
a white blob against the place where the sun would rise. He pushed back his
mop.
"I don't know."
He remembered the panic flight down the mountainside.
"I don't think we'd ever fight a thing that size, honestly, you know.
We'd talk but we wouldn't fight a tiger. We'd hide. Even Jack 'ud hide."
Jack still looked at the sand.
"What about my hunters?"
Simon came stealing out of the shadows by the shelters. Ralph ignored
Jack's question. He pointed to the touch of yellow above the sea.
"As long as there's light we're brave enough. But then? And now that
thing squats by the fire as though it didn't want us to be rescued-"
He was twisting his hands now, unconsciously. His voice rose.
"So we can't have a signal fire. . . . We're beaten."
A point of gold appeared above the sea and at once all the sky
lightened.
"What about my hunters?"
"Boys armed with sticks."
Jack got to his feet. His face was red as he marched away. Piggy put on
his one glass and looked at Ralph.
"Now you done it. You been rude about his hunters."
"Oh shut up!"
The sound of the inexpertly blown conch interrupted them. As though he
were serenading the rising sun, Jack went on blowing till the shelters were
astir and the hunters crept to the platform and the littluns whimpered as
now they so frequently did. Ralph rose obediently, and Piggy, and they went
to the platform.
"Talk," said Ralph bitterly, "talk, talk, talk."
He took the conch from Jack.
"This meeting-"
Jack interrupted him.
"I called it."
"If you hadn't called it I should have. You just blew the conch."
"Well, isn't that calling it?"
"Oh, take it! Go on-talk!"
Ralph thrust the conch into Jack's arms and sat down on the trunk.
"I've called an assembly," said Jack, "because of a lot of things.
First, you know now, we've seen the beast. We crawled up. We were only a few
feet away. The beast sat up and looked at us. I don't know what it does. We
don't even know what it is-"
"The beast comes out of the sea-"
"Out of the dark-"
"Trees-"
"Quiet!" shouted Jack. "You, listen. The beast is sitting up there,
whatever it is--"
"Perhaps it's waiting-"
"Hunting-"
"Yes, hunting."
"Hunting," said Jack. He remembered his age-old tremors in the forest.
"Yes. The beast is a hunter. Only- shut up! The next thing is that we
couldn't kill it. And the next thing is that Ralph said my hunters are no
good."
"I never said that!"
"I've got the conch. Ralph thinks you're cowards, running away from the
boar and the beast. And that's not all."
There was a kind of sigh on the platform as if everyone knew what was
coming. Jack's voice went on, tremulous yet determined, pushing against the
uncooperative silence.
"He's like Piggy. He says things like Piggy. He isn't a proper chief."
Jack clutched the conch to him.
"He's a coward himself."
For a moment he paused and then went on.
"On top, when Roger and me went on-he stayed back."
"I went too!"
"After."
The two boys glared at each other through screens of hair.
"I went on too," said Ralph, "then I ran away. So did you."
"Call me a coward then."
Jack turned to the hunters.
He's not a hunter. He'd never have got us meat He isn't a prefect and
we don't know anything about him. He just gives orders and expects people to
obey for nothing. All this talk-"
"All this talk!" shouted Ralph. "Talk, talk! Who wanted it? Who called
the meeting?"
Jack turned, red in the face, his chin sunk back. He glowered up under
his eyebrows.
"All right then," he said in tones of deep meaning, and menace, all
right."
He held the conch against his chest with one hand and stabbed the air
with his index finger.
"Who thinks Ralph oughtn't to be chief?"
He looked expectantly at the boys ranged round, who had frozen. Under
the palms there was deadly silence.
"Hands up," said Jack strongly, "whoever wants Ralph not to be chief?"
The silence continued, breathless and heavy and full of shame. Slowly
the red drained from Jack's cheeks, then came back with a painful rush. He
licked his lips and turned his head at an angle, so that his gaze avoided
the embarrassment of linking with another's eye.
"How many think-"
His voice tailed off. The hands that held the conch shook. He cleared
his throat, and spoke loudly.
"All right then."
He laid the conch with great care in the grass at his feet. The
humiliating tears were running from the comer of each eye.
"I'm not going to play any longer. Not with you."
Most of the boys were looking down now, at the grass or their feet.
Jack cleared his throat again.
"I'm not going to be part of Ralph's lot-"
He looked along the right-hand logs, numbering the hunters that had
been a choir.
"I'm going off by myself. He can catch his own pigs. Anyone who wants
to hunt when I do can come too."
He blundered out of the triangle toward the drop to the white sand.
"Jack!"
Jack turned and looked back at Ralph. For a moment he paused and then
cried out, high-pitched, enraged.
"No!"
He leapt down from the platform and ran along the beach, paying no heed
to the steady fall of his tears; and until he dived into the forest Ralph
watched him.
Piggy was indignant.
"I been talking, Ralph, and you just stood there like-"
Softly, looking at Piggy and not seeing him, Ralph spoke to himself.
"He'll come back. When the sun goes down he'll come." He looked at the
conch in Piggy's hand.
"What?"
"Well there!"
Piggy gave up the attempt to rebuke Ralph. He polished his glass again
and went back to his subject.
"We can do without Jack Merridew. There's others besides him on this
island. But now we really got a beast, though I can't hardly believe it,
well need to stay close to the platform; there'll be less need of him and
his hunting. So now we can really decide on what's what."
"There's no help, Piggy. Nothing to be done."
For a while they sat in depressed silence. Then Simon stood up and took
the conch from Piggy, who was so astonished that he zremained on his feet.
Ralph looked up at Simon.
"Simon? What is it this time?"
A half-sound of jeering ran round the circle and Simon shrank from it.
"I thought there might be something to do. Something we-"
Again die pressure of the assembly took his voice away. He sought for
help and sympathy and chose Piggy. He turned half toward him, clutching the
conch to his brown chest
"I think we ought to climb the mountain."
The circle shivered with dread. Simon broke off and turned to Piggy who
was looking at him with an expression of derisive incomprehension.
"What's the good of climbing up to this here beast when Ralph and the
other two couldn't do nothing?"
Simon whispered his answer.
"What else is there to do?"
His speech made, he allowed Piggy to lift the conch out of his hands.
Then he retired and sat as far away from the others as possible.
Piggy was speaking now with more assurance and with what, if the
circumstances had- not been so serious, the others would have recognized as
pleasure.
"I said we could all do without a certain person. Now I say we got to
decide on what can be done. And I think I could tell you what Ralph's going
to say next. The most important thing on the island is the smoke and you
can't have no smoke without a fire."
Ralph made a restless movement.
"No go, Piggy. We've got no fire. That thing sits up there-we'll have
to stay here."
Piggy lifted the conch as though to add power to his next words.
"We got no fire on the mountain. But what's wrong with a fire down
here? A fire could be built on them rocks. On the sand, even. We'd make
smoke just the same."
"That's right!"
"Smoke!"
"By the bathing pool!"
The boys began to babble. Only Piggy could have the intellectual daring
to suggest moving the fire from the mountain.
"So well have the fire down here," said Ralph. He looked about him. "We
can build it just here between the bathing pool and the platform. Of
course-"
He broke off, frowning, thinking the thing out, unconsciously tugging
at the stub of a nail with his teeth.
"Of course the smoke won't show so much, not be seen so far away. But
we needn't go near, near the-"
The others nodded in perfect comprehension. There would be no need to
go near.
"We'll build the fire now."
The greatest ideas are the simplest Now there was something to be done
they worked with passion. Piggy was so full of delight and expanding liberty
in Jack's departure, so full of pride in his contribution to the good of
society, that he helped to fetch wood. The wood he fetched was close at
hand, a fallen tree on the platform that they did not need for the assembly,
yet to the others the sanctity of the platform had protected even what was
useless there. Then the twins realized they would have a fire near them as a
comfort in the night and this set a few littluns dancing and clapping hands.
The wood was not so dry as the fuel they had used on the mountain. Much
of it was damply rotten and full of insects that scurried; logs had to be
lined from the soil with care or they crumbled into sodden powder. More than
this, in order to avoid going deep into the forest the boys worked near at
hand on any fallen wood no matter how tangled with new growth. The skirts of
the forest and the scar were familiar, near the conch and the shelters and
sufficiently friendly in daylight. What they might become in darkness nobody
cared to think. They worked therefore with great energy and cheerfulness,
though as time crept by there was a suggestion of panic in the energy and
hysteria in the cheerfulness. They built a pyramid of leaves and twigs,
branches and togs, on the bare sand by the platform. For the first time on
the island, Piggy himself removed his one glass, knelt down and focused the
sun on tinder. Soon there was a ceiling of smoke and a bush of yellow flame.
The littluns who had seen few fires since the first catastrophe became
wildly excited. They danced and sang and there was a partyish air about the
gathering.
At last Ralph stopped work and stood up, smudging the sweat from his
face with a dirty forearm.
"We'll have to have a small fire. This one's too big to keep up."
Piggy sat down carefully on the sand and began to polish his glass.
"We could experiment. We could find out how to make a small hot fire
and then put green branches on to make smoke. Some of them leaves must be
better for that than the others."
As the fire died down so did the excitement The littluns stopped
singing and dancing and drifted away toward the sea or the fruit trees or
the shelters.
Ralph flopped down in the sand.
"We'll have to make a new list of who's to took after the fire."
"If you can find 'em."
He looked round. Then for the first time he saw how few biguns there
were and understood why the work had been so hard.
"Where's Maurice?"
Piggy wiped his glass again.
"I expect ... no, he wouldn't go into the forest by himself, would he?"
Ralph jumped up, ran swiftly round the fire- and stood by Piggy,
holding up his hair.
"But we've got to have a list! There's you and me and Samneric and-"
He would not look at Piggy but spoke casually.
"Where's Bill and Roger?"
Piggy leaned forward and put a fragment of wood on the fire.
"I expect they've gone. I expect they won't play either."
Ralph sat down and began to poke little holes in the sand. He was
surprised to see that one had a drop of blood by it He examined his bitten
nail closely and watched the little globe of blood that gathered where the
quick was gnawed away.
Piggy went on speaking.
"I seen them stealing off when we was gathering wood. They went that
way. The same way as he went himself."
Ralph finished his inspection and looked up into the air. The sky, as
if in sympathy with the great changes among them, was different today and so
misty that in some places the hot air seemed white. The disc of the sun was
dull silver as though it were nearer and not so hot, yet the air stifled.
"They always been making trouble, haven't they?"
The voice came near his shoulder and sounded anxious.
"We can do without 'em. We'll be happier now, won't we?"
Ralph sat. The twins came, dragging a great log and grinning in their
triumph. They dumped the log among the embers so that sparks flew.
"We can do all right on our own, can't we?"
For a long time while the log dried, caught fire and turned red hot,
Ralph sat in the sand and said nothing. He did not see Piggy go to the twins
and whisper with them, nor how the three boys went together into the forest.
"Here you are."
He came to himself with a jolt. Piggy and the other two were by him.
They were laden with fruit
"I thought perhaps," said Piggy, "we ought to have a feast, kind of."
The three boys sat down. They had a great mass of the fruit with them
and all of it properly ripe. They grinned at Ralph as he took some and began
to eat.
'Thanks," he said. Then with an accent of pleased surprise-"Thanks!"
"Do all right on our own," said Piggy. "It's them that haven't no
common sense that make trouble on this island. We'll make a little hot
fire-"
Ralph remembered what had been worrying him.
"Where's Simon?"
"I don't know."
"You don't think he's climbing the mountain?"
Piggy broke into noisy laughter and took more fruit.
"He might be." He gulped his mouthful. "He's cracked."
Simon had passed through the area of fruit trees but today the littluns
had been too busy with the fire on the beach and they had not pursued him
there. He went on among the creepers until he reached the great mat that was
woven by the open space and crawled inside. Beyond the screen of leaves the
sunlight pelted down and the butterflies danced in the middle their unending
dance. He knelt down and the arrow of the sun fell on him. That other time
the air had seemed to vibrate with heat; but now it threatened. Soon the
sweat was running from his long coarse hair. He shifted restlessly but there
was no avoiding the sun. Presently he was thirsty, and then very thirsty.
He continued to sit
Far off alone the beach, Jack was standing before a small group of
boys. He was looking brilliantly happy.
"Hunting," he said. He sized them up. Each of them wore the remains of
a black cap and ages ago they had stood in two demure rows and their voices
had been the song of angels.
"We'll hunt. I'm going to be chief."
They nodded, and the crisis passed easily.
"And then-about the beast."
They moved, looked at the forest.
"I say this. We aren't going to bother about the beast."
He nodded at them.
"We're going to forget the beast."
"That's right!"
"Yes!"
"Forget the beast!"
If Jack was astonished by their fervor he did not show it.
"And another thing. We shan't dream so much down here. This is near the
end of the island."
They agreed passionately out of the depths of their tormented private
lives.
"Now listen. We might go later to the castle rock. But now I'm going to
get more of the biguns away from the conch and all that We'll kill a pig and
give a feast." He paused and went on more slowly. "And about the beast When
we kill we'll leave some of the kill for it. Then it won't bother us,
maybe."
He stood up abruptly.
"We'll go into the forest now and hunt."
He turned and trotted away and after a moment they followed him
obediently.
They spread out, nervously, in the forest. Almost at once Jack found
the dung and scattered roots that told of pig and soon the track was fresh.
Jack signaled the rest of the hunt to be quiet and went forward by himself.
He was happy and wore the damp darkness of the forest like his old clothes.
He crept down a slope to rocks and scattered trees by the sea.
The pigs lay, bloated bags of fat, sensuously enjoying the shadows
under the trees. There was no wind and they were unsuspicious; and practice
had made Jack silent as the shadows. He stole away again and instructed his
hidden hunters. Presently they all began to inch forward sweating in the
silence and heat. Under the trees an ear flapped idly. A little apart from
the rest, sunk in deep maternal bliss, lay the largest sow of the lot. She
was black and pink; and the great bladder of her belly was fringed with a
row of piglets that slept or burrowed and squeaked.
Fifteen yards from the drove Jack stopped, and his arm, straightening,
pointed at the sow. he looked round in inquiry to make sure that everyone
understood and the other boys nodded at him. The row of right arms slid
back.
"Now!"
The drove of pigs started up; and at a range of only ten yards the
wooden spears with fire-hardened points flew toward the chosen pig. One
piglet, with a demented shriek, rushed into the sea trailing Roger's spear
behind it. The sow gave a gasping squeal and staggered up, with two spears
sticking in her fat flank. The boys shouted and rushed forward, the piglets
scattered and the sow burst the advancing line and went crashing away
through the forest.
"After her!"
They raced along the pig-track, but the forest was too dark and tangled
so that Jack, cursing, stopped them and cast among the trees. Then he said
nothing for a time but breathed fiercely so that they were awed by him and
looked at each other in uneasy admiration. Presently he stabbed down at the
ground with his finger.
"There-"
Before the others could examine the drop of blood, Jack had swerved
off, judging a trace, .touching a bough that gave. So he followed,
mysteriously right and assured, and the hunters trod behind him.
He stopped before a covert.
"In there."
They surrounded the covert but the sow got away with the sting of
another spear in her flank. The trailing butts hindered her and the sharp,
cross-cut points were a torment She blundered into a tree, forcing a spear
still deeper; and after that any of the hunters could follow her easily by
the drops of vivid blood. The afternoon wore on, hazy and dreadful with damp
heat; the sow staggered her way ahead of them, bleeding and mad, and the
hunters followed, wedded to her in lust, excited by the long chase and the
dropped blood. They could see her now, nearly got up with her, out she
spurted with her last strength and held ahead of them again. They were just
behind her when she staggered into an open space where bright flowers grew
and butterflies danced round each other and the air was hot and still.
Here, struck down by the heat, the sow fell and the hunters hurled
themselves at her. This dreadful eruption from an unknown world made her
frantic; she squealed and bucked and the air was full of sweat and noise and
blood and terror. Roger ran round the heap, prodding with his spear whenever
pigflesh appeared. Jack was on top of the sow, stabbing downward with his
knife. Roger found a lodgment for his point and began to push till he was
leaning with his whole weight The spear moved forward inch by inch and die
terrified squealing became a high-pitched scream. Then Jack found the throat
and the hot blood spouted over his hands. The sow collapsed under them and
they were heavy and fulfilled upon her. The butterflies still danced,
preoccupied in the center of die clearing.
At last the immediacy of the kill subsided. The boys drew back, and
Jack stood up, holding out his hands.
"Look."
He giggled and flicked them while the boys laughed at his reeking
palms. Then Jack grabbed Maurice and rubbed the stuff over his cheeks. Roger
began to withdraw his spear and the boys noticed it for the first time.
Robert stabilized the thing in a phrase which was received uproariously.
"Right up her ass!"
"Did you hear?"
"Did you hear what he said?"
"Right up her ass!"
This time Robert and Maurice acted the two parts; and Maurice's acting
of the pig's efforts to avoid the advancing spear was so funny that the boys
cried with laughter.
At length even this palled. Jack began to clean his bloody hands on the
rock. Then he started work on the sow and paunched her, lugging out the hot
bags of colored guts, pushing them into a pile on the rock while the others
watched him. He talked as he worked.
"We'll take the meat along the beach. I'll go back to the platform and
invite them to a feast That should give us time."
Roger spoke.
"Chief-"
"Uh-?"
"How can we make a fire?"
Jack squatted back and frowned at the pig.
"We'll raid them and take fire. There must be four of you; Henry and
you, Bill and Maurice. We'll put on paint and sneak up; Roger can snatch a
branch while I say what I want. The rest of you can get this back to where
we were. We'll build the fire there. And after that-"
He paused and stood up, looking at the shadows under the trees. His
voice was lower when he spoke again.
"But we'll leave part of the kill for ..."
He knelt down again and was busy with his knife. The boys crowded round
him. He spoke over his shoulder to Roger.
"Sharpen a stick at both ends."
Presently he stood up, holding the dripping sow's head in his hands.
"Where's that stick?"
"Here."
"Ram one end in the earth. Oh-it's rock. Jam it in that crack. There."
Jack held up the head and jammed the soft throat down on the pointed
end of the stick which pierced through into the mouth. He stood back and the
head hung there, a little blood dribbling down the stick.
Instinctively the boys drew back too; and the forest was very still.
They listened, and the loudest noise was the buzzing of flies over the
spilled guts.
Jack spoke in a whisper.
''Pick up the pig."
Maurice and Robert skewered the carcass, lifted the dead weight, and
stood ready. In the silence, and standing over the dry blood, they looked
suddenly furtive.
Jack spoke loudly.
"This head is for the beast. It's a gift."
The silence accepted the gift and awed them. The head remained there,
dim-eyed, grinning faintly, blood blackening between the teeth. All at once
they were running away, as fast as they could, through the forest toward the
open beach.
Simon stayed where he was, a small brown image, concealed by the
leaves. Even if he shut his eyes the sow's head still remained like an
after-image. The half-shut eyes were dim with the infinite cynicism of adult
life. They assured Simon that everything was a bad business.
"I know that."
Simon discovered that he had spoken aloud. He opened his eyes quickly
and there was the head grinning amusedly in the strange daylight, ignoring
the flies, the spilled guts, even ignoring the indignity of being spiked on
a stick.
He looked away, licking his dry lips.
A gift for the beast. Might not the beast come for it? The head, he
thought, appeared to agree with him. Run away, said the head silently, go
back to the others. It was a joke really-why should you bother? You were
just wrong, that's all. A little headache, something you ate, perhaps. Go
back, child, said the head silently.
Simon looked up, feeling the weight of his wet hair, and gazed at the
sky. Up there, for once, were clouds, great bulging towers that sprouted
away over the island, grey and cream and copper-colored. The clouds were
sitting on the land; they squeezed, produced moment by moment this close,
tormenting heat. Even the butterflies deserted the open space where the
obscene thing grinned and dripped. Simon lowered his head, carefully keeping
his eyes shut, then sheltered them with his hand. There were no shadows
under the trees but everywhere a pearly stillness, so that what was real
seemed illusive and without definition. The pile of guts was a black blob of
flies that buzzed like a saw. After a while these flies found Simon. Gorged,
they alighted by his runnels of sweat and drank. They tickled under his
nostrils and played leap-frog on his thighs. They were black and iridescent
green and without number; and in front of Simon, the Lord of the Flies hung
on his stick and grinned. At last Simon gave up and looked back; saw the
white teeth and dim eyes, the blood-and his gaze was held by that ancient,
inescapable recognition. In Simon's right temple, a pulse began to beat on
the brain.
Ralph and Piggy lay in the sand, gazing at the fire and idly flicking
pebbles into its smokeless heart.
"That branch is gone."
"Where's Samneric?"
"We ought to get some more wood. We're out of green branches."
Ralph sighed and stood up. There were no shadows under the palms on the
platform; only this strange light that seemed to come from everywhere at
once. High up among the bulging clouds thunder went off like a gun.
"We're going to get buckets of rain."
"What about the fire?"
Ralph trotted into the forest and returned with a wide spray of green
which he dumped on the fire. The branch crackled, the leaves curled and the
yellow smoke expanded.
Piggy made an aimless little pattern in the sand with his fingers.
"Trouble is, we haven't got enough people for a fire. You got to treat
Samneric as one turn. They do everything together-"
"Of course."
"Well, that isn't fair. Don't you see? They ought to do two turns."
Ralph considered this and understood. He was vexed to find how little
he thought like a grownup and sighed again. The island was getting worse and
worse.
Piggy looked at the fire.
"You'll want another green branch soon."
Ralph rolled over.
"Piggy. What are we going to do?"
"Just have to get on without 'em."
"But-the fire."
He frowned at the black and white mess in which lay the unburnt ends of
branches. He tried to formulate.
"I'm scared."
He saw Piggy look up; and blundered on.
"Not of the beast. I mean I'm scared of that too. But nobody else
understands about the fire. If someone threw you a rope when you were
drowning. If a doctor said take this because if you don't take it you'll
die-you would, wouldn't you? I mean?"
" 'Course I would."
"Can't they see? Can't they understand? Without the smoke signal we'll
die here? Look at that!"
A wave of heated air trembled above the ashes but without a trace of
smoke.
"We can't keep one fire going. And they don't care. And what's more-"
He looked intensely into Piggy's streaming face.
"What's more, I don't sometimes. Supposing I got like the others-not
caring. What 'ud become of us?"
Piggy took off his glasses, deeply troubled.
"I dunno, Ralph. We just got to go on, that's all. That's what grownups
would do."
Ralph, having begun the business of unburdening himself, continued.
"Piggy, what's wrong?"
Piggy looked at him in astonishment.
"Do you mean the-?"
"No, not it ... I mean . . . what makes things break up like they do?"
Piggy rubbed his glasses slowly and thought. When he understood how far
Ralph had gone toward accepting him he flushed pinkly with pride.
"I dunno, Ralph. I expect it's him."
"Jack?"
"Jack." A taboo was evolving round that word too.
Ralph nodded solemnly.
"Yes," he said, "I suppose it must be."
The forest near them burst into uproar. Demoniac figures with faces of
white and red and green rushed out howling, so that the littluns fled
screaming. Out of the corner of his eye, Ralph saw Piggy running. Two
figures rushed at the fire and he prepared to defend himself but they
grabbed half-burnt branches and raced away along the beach. The three others
stood still, watching Ralph; and he saw that the tallest of them, stark
naked save for paint and a belt, was Jack.
Ralph had his breath back and spoke.
"Well?"
Jack ignored him, lifted his spear and began to shout.
"Listen all of you. Me and my hunters, we're living along the beach by
a flat rock. We hunt and feast and have fun. If you want to join my tribe
come and see us. Perhaps I'll let you join. Perhaps not."
He paused and looked round. He was safe from shame or
self-consciousness behind the mask of his paint and could look at each of
them in turn. Ralph was kneeling by the remains of the fire like a sprinter
at his mark and his face was half-hidden by hair and smut. Samneric peered
together round a palm tree at the edge of the forest A littlun howled,
creased and crimson, by the bathing pool and Piggy stood on the platform,
the white conch gripped in his hands.
'"Tonight we're having a feast We've killed a pig and we've got meat.
You can come and eat with us if you like."
Up in the cloud canyons the thunder boomed again. Jack and the two
anonymous savages with him swayed, looking up, and then recovered. The
littlun went on howling. Jack was waiting for something. He whispered
urgently to the others.
"Go on-now!"
The two savages murmured. Jack spoke sharply.
"Go on!" The two savages looked at each other, raised their spears
together and spoke in time.
"The Chief has spoken."
Then the three of them turned and trotted away.
Presently Ralph rose to his feet, looking at the place where the
savages had vanished. Samneric came, talking in an awed whisper.
"I thought it was-"
"-and I was-"
"-scared."
Piggy stood above them on the platform, still holding the conch.
"That was Jack and Maurice and Robert," said Ralph. "Aren't they having
fun?"
"I thought I was going to have asthma."
"Sucks to your ass-mar."
"When I saw Jack I was sure he'd go for the conch. Can't think why."
The group of boys looked at the white shell with affectionate respect.
Piggy placed it in Ralph's hands and the littluns, seeing the familiar
symbol, started to come back.
"Not here."
He turned toward the platform, feeling the need for ritual. First went
Ralph, the white conch cradled, then Piggy very grave, then the twins, then
the littluns and the others.
"Sit down all of you. They raided us for fire. They're having fun. But
the-"
Ralph was puzzled by the shutter that flickered in his brain. There was
something he wanted to say; then the shutter had come down.
"But the-"
They were regarding him gravely, not yet troubled by any doubts about
his sufficiency. Ralph pushed the idiot hair out of his eyes and looked at
Piggy.
"But the ... oh ... the fire! Of course, the fire!"
He started to laugh, then stopped and became fluent instead.
"The fire's the most important thing. Without the fire we can't be
rescued. I'd like to put on war-paint and be a savage. But we must keep the
fire burning. The fire's the most important thing on the island, because,
because-"
He paused again and the silence became full of doubt and wonder.
Piggy whispered urgently. "Rescue."
"Oh yes. Without the fire we can't be rescued. So we must stay by the
fire and make smoke."
When he stopped no one said anything. After the many brilliant speeches
that had been made on this very spot Ralph s remarks seemed lame, even to
the littluns. At last Bill held out his hands for the conch. "Now we can't
have the fire up there-because we can't have the fire up there-we need more
people to keep it going. Let's go to this feast and tell them the fire's
hard on the rest of us. And the hunting and all that, being savages I
mean-it must be jolly good fun."
Samneric took the conch.
"That must be fun like Bill says-and as he's invited us-"
"-to a feast-"
"-meat-"
"-crackling-"
"-I could do with some meat-"
Ralph held up his hand.
"Why shouldn't we get our own meat?"
The twins looked at each other. Bill answered.
"We don't want to go in the jungle."
Ralph grimaced.
"He-you know-goes."
"He's a hunter. They're all hunters. That's different."
No one spoke for a moment, then Piggy muttered to the sand.
"Meat-"
The littluns sat, solemnly thinking of meat, and dribbling. Overhead
the cannon boomed again and the dry palm fronds clattered in a sudden gust
of hot wind.
"You are a silly little boy," said the Lord of the Flies, "just an
ignorant, silly little boy."
Simon moved his swollen tongue but said nothing.
"Don't you agree?" said the Lord of the Flies. "Aren't you just a silly
little boy?"
Simon answered him in the same silent voice.
"Well then," said the Lord of the Flies, "you'd better run off and play
with the others. They think you're batty. You don't want Ralph to think
you're batty, do you? You like Ralph a lot, don't you? And Piggy, and Jack?"
Simon's head was tilted slightly up. His eyes could not break away and
the Lord of the Flies hung in space before him.
"What are you doing out here all alone? Aren't you afraid of me?"
Simon shook.
"There isn't anyone to help you. Only me. And I'm the Beast."
Simon's mouth labored, brought forth audible words.
"Pig's head on a stick."
"Fancy thinking the Beast was something you could hunt and kill!" said
the head. For a moment or two the forest and all the other dimly appreciated
places echoed with the parody of laughter. "You knew, didn't you? I'm part
of you? Close, close, close! I'm the reason why it's no go? Why things are
what they are?"
The laughter shivered again.
"Come now," said the Lord of the Flies. "Get back to the others and
we'll forget the whole thing."
Simon's head wobbled. His eyes were half closed as though he were
imitating the obscene thing on the stick. He knew that one of his times was
coming on. The Lord of the Flies was expanding like a balloon.
"This is ridiculous. You know perfectly well you'll only meet me down
there-so don't try to escape!"
Simon's body was arched and stiff. The Lord of the Flies spoke in the
voice of a schoolmaster.
"This has gone quite far enough. My poor, misguided child, do you think
you know better than I do?"
There was a pause.
"I'm warning you. I'm going to get angry. D'you see? You're not wanted.
Understand? We are going to have fun on this island. Understand? We are
going to have fun on this island! So don't try it on, my poor misguided boy,
or else-"
Simon found he was looking into a vast mouth. There was blackness
within, a blackness that spread.
"-Or else," said the Lord of the Flies, "we shall do you. See? Jack and
Roger and Maurice and Robert and Bill and Piggy and Ralph. Do you. See?"
Simon was inside the mouth. He fell down and lost consciousness.
CHAPTER NINE
A View to a Death
Over the island the build-up of clouds continued. A steady current of
heated air rose all day from the mountain and was thrust to ten thousand
feet; revolving masses of gas piled up the static until the air was ready to
explode. By early evening the sun had gone and a brassy glare had taken the
place of clear daylight. Even the air that pushed in from the sea was hot
ana held no refreshment. Colors drained from water and trees and pink
surfaces of rock, and the white and brown clouds brooded, Nothing prospered
but the flies who blackened their lord and made the spilt guts look like a
heap of glistening coal Even when the vessel broke in Simon's nose and the
blood gushed out they left him alone, preferring the pig's high flavor.
With the running of the blood Simon's fit passed into the weariness of
sleep. He lay in the mat of creepers while the evening advanced and the
cannon continued to play. At last he woke and saw dimly the dark earth close
by his cheek. Still he did not move but lay there, his face side-ways on the
earth, his eyes looking dully before him. Then he turned over, drew his feet
under him and laid hold of the creepers to pull himself up. When the
creepers shook the flies exploded from the guts with a vicious note and
clamped back on again. Simon got to his feet. The light was unearthly. The
Lord of the Flies hung on his stick like a black ball.
Simon spoke aloud to the clearing.
"What else is there to do?"
Nothing replied. Simon turned away from the open space and crawled
through the creepers till he was in the dusk of the forest. He walked
drearily between the trunks, his face empty of expression, and the blood was
dry round his mouth and chin. Only sometimes as he lifted the ropes of
creeper aside and chose his direction from the trend of the land, he mouthed
words that did not reach the air.
Presently the creepers festooned the trees less frequently and there
was a scatter of pearly light from the sky down through the trees. This was
the backbone of the island, the slightly higher land that lay beneath the
mountain where the forest was no longer deep Jungle. Here there were wide
spaces interspersed with thickets and huge trees and the trend of the ground
led him up as the forest opened. He pushed on, staggering sometimes with his
weariness but never stopping. The usual brightness was gone from his eyes
and he walked with a sort of glum determination like an old man.
A buffet of wind made him stagger and he saw that he was out in the
open, on rock, under a brassy sky. He found his legs were weak and his
tongue gave him pain all the time. When the wind reached the mountain-top he
could see something happen, a flicker of blue stuff against brown clouds. He
pushed himself forward and the wind came again, stronger now, cuffing the
forest heads till they ducked and roared. Simon saw a humped thing suddenly
sit up on the top and look down at him. He hid his face, and toiled on.
The flies had found the figure too. The life-like movement would scare
them off for a moment so that they made a dark cloud round the head. Then as
the blue material of the parachute collapsed the corpulent figure would bow
forward, sighing, and the flies settle once more.
Simon felt his knees smack the rock. He crawled forward and soon he
understood. The tangle of lines showed him the mechanics of this parody; he
examined the white nasal bones, the teeth, the colors of corruption. He saw
how pitilessly the layers of rubber and canvas held together the poor body
that should be rotting away. Then the wind blew again and the figure lifted,
bowed, and breathed foully at him. Simon knelt on all fours and was sick
till his stomach was empty. Then he took the lines in his hands; he freed
them from the rocks and the figure from the wind's indignity.
At last he turned away and looked down at the beaches. The fire by the
platform appeared to be out, or at least making no smoke. Further along the
beach, beyond the little river and near a great slab of rock, a thin trickle
of smoke was climbing into the sky. Simon, forgetful of the lies, shaded his
eyes with both hands and peered at the smoke. Even at that distance it was
possible to see most of the boys-perhaps all the boys-were there. So they
had shifted camp then, away from the beast. As Simon thought this, he turned
to the poor broken thing that sat stinking by his side. The beast was
harmless and horrible; and the news must reach the others as soon as
possible. He started down the mountain and his legs gave beneath him. Even
with great care the best he could do was a stagger.
"Bathing," said Ralph, "that's the only thing to do."
Piggy was inspecting the looming sky through his glass.
"I don't like them clouds. Remember how it rained just after we
landed?"
"Going to rain again."
Ralph dived into the pool. A couple of littluns were playing at the
edge, trying to extract comfort from a wetness warmer than blood. Piggy took
off his glasses, stepped primly into the water and then put them on again.
Ralph came to the surface and squirted a jet of water at him.
"Mind my specs," said Piggy. "If I get water on the glass I got to get
out and clean 'em."
Ralph squirted again and missed. He laughed at Piggys expecting him to
retire meekly as usual and in pained silence. Instead, Piggy beat the water
with his hands.
"Stop it!" he shouted. "D`you hear?"
Furiously he drove the water into Ralph's face.
"All right, all right," said Ralph. "Keep your hair on."
Piggy stopped beating the water.
"I got a pain in my head. I wish the air was cooler."
"I wish the rain would come."
"I wish we could go home."
Piggy lay back against the sloping sand side of the pool. His stomach
protruded and the water dried on it Ralph squirted up at the sky. One could
guess at the movement of the sun by the progress of a light patch among the
clouds. He knelt in the water and looked round.
"Where's everybody?"
Piggy sat up.
"P`raps they're lying in the shelter."
"Where's Samneric?"
"And Bill?"
Piggy pointed beyond the platform.
"That's where they've gone. Jack's parry."
"Let them go," said Ralph, uneasily, "I don't care."
"Just for some meat-"
"And for hunting," said Ralph, wisely, "and for pretending to be a
tribe, and putting on war-paint."
Piggy stirred the sand under water and did not look at Ralph.
"P'raps we ought to go too." Ralph looked at him quickly and Piggy
blushed, "I mean-to make sure nothing happens." Ralph squirted water again.
Long before Ralph and Piggy came up with Jack's lot, they could hear
the party. There was a stretch of grass in a place where the palms left a
wide band of turf between the forest and the snore. Just one step down from
the edge of the turf was the white, blown sand of above high water, warm,
dry, trodden. Below that again was a rock that stretched away toward the
lagoon. Beyond was a short stretch of sand and then the edge of the water. A
fire burned on the rock and fat dripped from the roasting pig-meat into the
invisible flames. All the boys of the island, except Piggy, Ralph, Simon,
and the two tending the pig, were grouped on the turf. They were laughing,
singing, lying, squatting, or standing on the grass, holding food in their
hands. But to judge by the greasy faces, the meat eating was almost done;
and some held coconut shells in their hands and were drinking from them.
Before the party had started a great log had been dragged into the center of
the lawn and Jack, painted and garlanded, sat there like an idol. There were
piles of meat on green leaves near him, and fruit, and coconut shells full
of drink.
Piggy and Ralph came to the edge of the grassy platform; and the boys,
as they noticed them, fell silent one by one till only the boy next to Jack
was talking. Then the silence intruded even there and Jack turned where he
sat For a time he looked at them and the crackle of the fire was the loudest
noise over the droning of the reef, Ralph looked away; and Sam, thinking
that Ralph had turned to him accusingly, put down his gnawed bone with a
nervous giggle. Ralph took an uncertain step, pointed to a palm tree, and
whispered something inaudible to Piggy; and they both giggled like Sam.
Lifting his feet high out of the sand, Ralph started to stroll past. Piggy
tried to whistle.
At this moment the boys who were cooking at the fire suddenly hauled
off a great chunk of meat and ran with it toward the grass. They bumped
Piggy, who was burnt, and yelled and danced. Immediately, Ralph and the
crowd of boys were united and relieved by a storm of laughter. Piggy once
more was the center of social derision so that everyone felt cheerful and
normal.
Jack stood up and waved his spear.
"Take them some meat."
The boys with the spit gave Ralph and Piggy each a succulent chunk.
They took the gift, dribbling. So they stood and ate beneath a sky of
thunderous brass that rang with the storm-coming.
Jack waved his spear again.
"Has everybody eaten as much as they want?"
There was still food left, sizzling on the wooden spits, heaped on the
green platters. Betrayed by his stomach, Piggy threw a picked bone down on
the beach and stooped for more.
Jack spoke again, impatiently.
"Has everybody eaten as much as they want?"
His tone conveyed a warning, given out of the pride of ownership, and
the boys ate faster while there was still time. Seeing there was no
immediate likelihood of a pause. Jack rose from the log that was his throne
and sauntered to the edge of the grass. He looked down from behind his paint
at Ralph and Piggy. They moved a little farther off over the sand and Ralph
watched the fire as he ate. He noticed, without understanding, how the
flames were visible now against the dull light. Evening was come, not with
calm beauty but with the threat of violence.
Jack spoke.
"Give me a drink."
Henry brought him a shell and he drank, watching Piggy and Ralph over
the jagged rim.. Power lay in the brown swell of his forearms: authority sat
on his shoulder and chattered in his ear like an ape.
"All sit down."
The boys ranged themselves in rows on the grass before him but Ralph
and Piggy stayed a foot lower, standing on the soft sand. Jack ignored them
for the moment, turned his mask down to the seated boys and pointed at them
with the spear.
"Who is going to join my tribe?"
Ralph made a sudden movement that became a stumble. Some of the boys
turned toward him.
"I gave you food," said Jack, "and my hunters will protect you from the
beast. Who will join my tribe?"
"I'm chief," said Ralph, "because you chose me. And we were going to
keep the fire going. Now you run after food-"
"You ran yourself !" shouted Jack. "Look at that bone in your hands!"
Ralph went crimson.
"I said you were hunters. That was your job."
Jack ignored him again.
"Who'll join my tribe and have fun?"
I'm chief," said Ralph tremulously. "And what about the fire? And I've
got the conch-"
"You haven't got it with you," said Jack, sneering. "You left it
behind. See, clever? And the conch doesn't count at this end of the island-"
All at once the thunder struck. Instead of the dull boom there was a
point of impact in the explosion.
"The conch counts here too," said Ralph, "and all over the island."
"What are you going to do about it then?"
Ralph examined the ranks of boys. There was no help in them and he
looked away, confused and sweating. Piggy whispered.
"The fire-rescue."
"Who'll join my tribe?"
"I will."
"Me."
"I will."
"I'll blow the conch," said Ralph breathlessly, "and call an assembly."
"We shan't hear it."
"Come away. There's going to be trouble. And we've had our meat."
There was a blink of bright light beyond the forest and the thunder
exploded again so that a littlun started to whine. Big drops of rain fell
among them making individual sounds when they struck.
"Going to be a storm," said Ralph, "and you'll have rain like when we
dropped here. Who's clever now? Where are your shelters? What are you going
to do about that?"
The hunters were looking uneasily at the sky, flinching from the stroke
of the drops. A wave of restlessness set the boys swaying and moving
aimlessly. The flickering light became brighter and the blows of the thunder
were only just bearable. The littluns began to run about, screaming.
Jack leapt on to the sand.
"Do our dance! Come on! Dance!"
He ran stumbling through the thick sand to the open space of rock
beyond the fire. Between the flashes of lightning the air was dark and
terrible; and the boys followed him, clamorously. Roger became the pig,
grunting and charging at Jack, who side-stepped. The hunters took their
spears, the cooks took spits, and the rest clubs of firewood, A circling
movement developed and a chant While Roger mimed the terror of the pig, the
littluns ran and jumped OB the outside of the circle. Piggy and Ralph, under
the threat of the sky, found themselves eager to take a place in this
demented but partly secure society. They were glad to touch the brown backs
of the fence that hemmed in the terror and made it governable.
"Kill the beast! Cut his throat! Spill his blood!"
The movement became regular while the chant lost its first superficial
excitement and began to beat like a steady pulse. Ro